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Sunday, October 04, 2009
Me and Dave (act short ar he)
things get complicated sometimes
but then there will always be a way to solve.
10:32 PM
Anyway, I realised that I might have been too close and nice to some of the students until they tend not to listen and understand the intention I'm driving at. Especially yesterday, pretty disappointed with one of the classes. They are taking O levels this year, yet, they are still not feeling the stress. They don't even know how many days left to their O Level exams. Went into that class, after swopping with Kian Leong, partly cos' I'm closer to them, and also, it's biology lesson, which I am able to help with. Asked them to do their TYS 2007, but none done, or rather, only 3 people do but they didn't last throughout the lesson, stopped 30 mins after they've started. The rest, simply talked, slept, listened to music. Went a little fierce to them and asked them to take out TYS or start doing the revision worksheets that were distributed, they started asking me this.
"Cher, why you so fierce today?"
I told them in their face this.
"Because I care for you. Do you know how much time you left for O levels? You dont get nervous I get nervous for you you know?"
After saying, I left them and sat at my teacher's table, disappointed, angry, yet, when I thought through it, I felt dumb. Why should I care for them so much? But then again, they are my students, my juniors, why not? Then again, I were to be partly blamed for being too close with them. After lesson ended, I just left the class, with some people already out of the class. That group that were closer with me said bye to me, but i pretended not hearing it. Went back to staff room, cooled down, and yeah, thought that it's nothing much. 34 days to O Levels for them though, but noone feel nervous nor scared yet. Seeing other classes who are taking their O Levels this year, everyone is starting to feel the stress and do their work as being told. Not sure what was the class thinking then.
Ooh well.. I'm not sure.. Anyway, this coming Thursday will be my last day being a relief teacher at CCKSS. Hope students who know me will remember me. HAHA! =P
Went back to C.O yesterday, taught Zhonghu Feng Yong Qian Jing. Was great, and played with the orchestra for that song and realised, I can totally hear what I played. Either I played too loudly, or was that the string section didn't know how to play then. =X
I think was both. I simply played too loudly, as I wanted to show the 3 juniors how it's being played, yet helping Mr Lee in coaching. =x
Wahahah!! Mr Lee also smiled at me after that. =DD
Anyway, they had meeting about C.O camp after C.O. And they asked me in for meeting. -_-
Told them some of the ideas that I have from planning C.O camps in NPCO, and how about to organise one. But didn't help alot, cos' I dont want them to rely on everything I say. However, the meeting took the whole 3 hours to finish, not until I said release them off cos' it's late! 8pm and they are still in school meeting. -_-
Ooh well.. I hoped I can change my Wednesday Driving practice to another time. Cos' it will be the last time I visit c.o, at least for this year. Will call my instructor tomorrow. =P
Now my schedule seemed to be very packed. I suddenly feel I cant breathe at all. Too many things happening around me. I just need some time off, some quiet times myself. Sorry if I happened to reject any event. Too tired.... Mentally tired...
Anyway, share with you something which I felt very true in real life. Got this from my cousin who emailed me. Enjoy...
USED Vs. LOVED
While a man was polishing his new car, his 4 yr old son picked up stoneand scratched lines on the side of the car.In anger, the man took the child's hand and hit it many times; notrealizing he was using a wrench. At the hospital,the child lost all his fingers due to multiple fractures. When the childsaw his father with painful eyes he asked,'Dad when will my fingers grow back?' The man was so hurt and speechless;he went back to his car and kicked it alot of times. Devastated by his own actions.......sitting in front of thatcar he looked at the scratches; the childhad written 'LOVE YOU DAD'.
The next day that man committed suicide. . . Anger and Love have nolimits; choose the latter to have a beautiful,lovely life.....
Things are to be used and people are to be loved, But the problem intoday's world is that, People are used andthings are loved...During this year, let's be careful to keep thisthought in mind: Things are to be used, butPeople are to be loved ... Be yourself......This is the only day we HAVE.Have a nice day and Best regards
Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they becomeactions. Watch your actions; they becomehabits. Watch your habits they become character; Watch your character; itbecomes your destiny. I'm glad a friendforwarded this to me as a reminder. I hope you are having a wonderful day!
things get complicated sometimes
but then there will always be a way to solve.
8:08 PM
'Short' summary of my teenage life here.. =)
IT all happened when I was in Sec 1. *that's obvious*
Sec 1 was pretty much of c.o and staying back late in school. First part of the sec 1 was me going home straight almost every day, buying bread as my lunch at the mama shop in Limbang and go home. After that, I started to stay back after Mr Narain sort of told us abot the filming of the Romero and Juilet Meets Frankenstine. Nice production, and realised how hard was it to film something into a good piece of work. *But i somehow misplace it.* =(
Then continue to stay back with my new friends, Mariam, Zulydia, Zuraida, Khairi, Izhar, Farhana. =)
After that, joined this Life Science Club, where we are supposed to take care of the animals there in the Life Science Lab. Joined with Chin Chian, Wan Sin. Izhar was the chairperson of the club. Remembered alot of the animals. We had numerous hamsters, one rooster, one rabbit, 2 quails, 1 turtle, numerous chicks, one hen. Like a small farm isnt it? But that kind of life didnt really last. Quarrelled with Izhar and made 3 of us got pissed with him for his doings. Ooh well, his gang (wan jun and part of delia), even wrote letter to us to 'test' how clever we were. Bullshit. LOL. But anyway, left the club and didnt really bother to go back because we sort of didn't want to go and be thick skin. Haha. Sounds drama right? Ooh well..
C.O days then was pretty much of a very pleasent memory. We had CCAs on Friday and Saturday then. And Friday was sectional practice. Was pretty afraid of sectional practices because Zhen Jing Wen very fierce. =x
He asked me to play bunjee jump when i have the time. LOL! Sat was combine practice, but then sec 1 i dont quite remember i had any combine practices. So went for sectional. And everytime after Sat's practice, we will go to somewhere to have our lunch. Where??? LONG JOHN SILVERS!! =D
Then we would go to someone's house to practise our erhu after lunch. Either Han Hui's house, Chin Chian's house, Hwee Yim's house or my house. =D
LOVE THOSE TIMES! We so hardworking can? heeee..
First birthday, I still remember 2 of my presents.. 2 groups of people actually gave me same stuffs. Haha! A piggy bank with a shape of shit, with a face that's attached to the body with a spring. Can imagine it? Haha! One bigger piggy bank and one smaller one. =)
Sec 2 was a normal year, but happy year. =)
One of the years that I wish it would just stop there. I have my best friend, good friends with me always. =)
Too many happy memories until I dont know where to start.. =D
C.O times was very good as well. I remembered i got 'promoted' to Zhonghu in the end of sec 1. And sec 2 was the time where I actually joined the combine practice with dinghui (my direct senior) =)
Zheng Lao Shi was there at my first combine practise also, but i didnt dare to play loud cos' I scared I play it wrongly and he can hear. =x
Then Lao Shi came over and said, u play louder leh. Then i.. "oorh" then play a little louder only HAHA! =x
I still remembered the first time we played at Chinese Garden. I smoked like all my way through all the songs. HAHA! =x
Sec 3 was also one of the years that I wished time will stop there. I have my best friend, good friends and my then girlfriend (which i wasnt a good boyfriend then also.=( Regretted.). Everything went very well and happy for me. =D
Studies was okay, except for maths and Amaths. I fail almost everytime. Sadden... =(
But Biology was great for me. Top in class and obviously level, cos' there's only 1 class taking bio. HAHA!! =P
C.O was great too. Was the sectional leader for erhu group, together with Chin Chian. Han Hui became the Librarian while Hwee Yim became the Chairman, Jiunn Yuan became the Vice Chairman, Chrispin became the Librarian too. Everything went so smoothly then. Everyone was happy, at least in c.o. It made us feel like going C.O everytime. But I remembered one incident where we all whole committee didnt go for c.o. Madam Jiang caught one of us loitering around in school and asked him to call everyone of us down. Got a trashed down at the foyer, near the staircase. That incident was really sth which i think everyone there won't forget. =X
Alot of events for C.O. C.O night was one fanastic one, school's annual fun fair was another one also. But that event made us lost money, because we cannot get back our own capital where all the money went to the school. CHEATER!! =(
But anyway, C.O was really very fun then. =D
And up till then before c.o changed to wed and friday, everytime after c.o we will go and have our lunch at Long John Silvers. HAHA! So we practically see the changes of LJS. =D
Sec 4 was one of the year which had drastic changes in my years of secondary school. Sec 4 first part was okay, with the usual great people around me. Then in the later part of sec 4, things started to changed very much. It all started with the teacher's day performance. Suddenly the whole class sort of 'spilted' into 2 different gangs. My best friend was pulled to join the other gang. Sounded drama right? Ya, a little though, but it was all not in obvious mode. Ooh well.. I didnt really enjoy my sec 4 last part, partly because of this, and that because of O Levels. Total drained me out. Doing TYS was part of daily work and I did until tears just flowed down. YES, broked down. Ooh well.. I believed everyone did feel stress then. O Levels seemed to determine alot of things then.
C.O then was great! Sec 4 we were supposed to step down after SYF, so did we. I remembered the times where we had night practices and we seriously practised very hard, but everyone was happy. I remembered going to the NEW block while c.o moved out to the carpark pouch and had combined practice there. The clearness and loudness of the whole orchestra was actually loud. We even had people standing opposite of the school and listen us play, and after that, applaude! We were so delighted then. =)
SYF we got Silver then, a continuation of the first Silver we got during Sec 2. And until now, C.O has never let us down, by getting at least a Silver, or rather, they maintained it, as they havent manage to get Gold before. =x
After Secondary school, I remembered I went for work at Sheng Siong, with Wilson. Being a cashier there was fun, yet stress when I didnt manage to get a balance account after my work everyday. I remembered like I only managed to get a few times balance account during my 4 months stay there. HAHA! =x
O Level results came out the following year and yes, I was happy for my results. L1R5 got 17 points, L1R4 got 14 points. =D
It's the same year where I broked off with my then girlfriend. And it was also the year where I got into NP Banking and Financial Services.
Poly Year 1 was a blurr year for me. I entered BFS course not knowing anyone. And everyone that I know from orientation wasn't in my class. So it sort of making me a loner. But not long later where my LAMERZ clique came into my life. They include Larry, Samantha, Hakim, Fadhli, Ling Min, Yingzi and Russell. =D
The main thing in Year 1 was that I went to Cambodia for community service. I totally never regret going there. It's totally awesome, I love the people there, the place there and the people who went there with me. =D
Until now, I still keep in touch with my Cambodia friends. Isn't it just so good? =)
C.O then was on and off. Meaning I didnt really go to C.O until the second half of year 1. LOL! Cos everytime me and Hwee Yim will like msg each other asking if we going for c.o on that day or not. If one not going then the other wont go. HAHA! =X
Only until Guan Mo Hui, then i started going. But not every practice I went also. Haha. And.. I didnt even go for the AGM! =X
I was on the way home actually when Zhi Zhong called me asking where am I. HAHA. =x
And the thing is.. I got elected to become the committee just like tt. -_-
Another thing.. When I was called back for closed door meeting, to appoint which post we were are to take, I eventually became the PRESIDENT. Laughing stock. A person who never go to C.O as many times as the others became a president of c.o. LOL! =x
Poly Year 2 was a busy year for me. I didnt do well for my studies then. And I dont remember how I actually spent my Year 2 except for in C.O. If you were my friends having lunch with me everytime you will know why. I will everytime go to SDAR during my lunch break, leaving them. HAHA! I think i didnt do well in my studies also partly because of C.O. =X
C.O was very very very busy after since I took up the position as President. Alot of things to be done. 5 camps in a row, 3 outside performance and one Public Performance. Not forgetting the mini events like Guan Mo Hui and other celebrations that we had in school. And seriously, I didnt miss any C.O practices then. I'm a good president!! HAHA!! OMG SO thick skin. LOL! =P
Poly Year 3 was a good year for me. I did better for my 5th sem, because I know I cannot fool around anymore. And I got into the 6months attachment with RBS, which in the end I extended for another 2 more months. Very happy while working there. Learnt seriously alot of things. =D
Was happy that my attachment got 4 points!! =D
C.O for me in Year 3 was so so.. Didn't really go back and bother the things in NPCO. Only remember my PP in 2008, which was end of Year 2. That one seriously made me realised how much I can do. =)
A good performance then. heeee...
I graduated my Poly in 2009 which is this year. Other than working and working and working, going Taiwan for holidays, it's still working. HAHA! Ooh well.. I also went to SPCO to help out in May 2009. Which i really enjoyed. Yeah. =D
Ooh well.. Now i'm working as relief teacher, as you all know. And it's still working. HAHA!
To the end of my teenage life, I would like to thank everyone who appeared in my life during these 7 years. Really appreciate it alot. Really hope everyone that I knew will continue to stay within my life. Thanks! =D
And I would also like to say sorry to anyone whom I have broken their hearts before, did mistakes that angered them for many reasons etc.... Sorry...
And advance so long to my teenage, I'm going in a year of confused state (like what Durga said), as it's not called Teenage nor Adult. HAHA! Ooh well, I hope I dont get confused this year. =)
I have blogged this post for 6 hours. OMG. HAHA! This marks the end of my teenage life. =)
things get complicated sometimes
but then there will always be a way to solve.
2:50 PM
Ooh well.. Today great accomplishments.. Firstly, I finally finished ordering my BBQ food, which also means, price is settled. Each person is to pay $14. I hope the food is enough for everyone ba. If not like what Yang has said, order Canadian Pizza if really not enough food. HAHA. =x
And Mrs Tan just msg me saying she will be getting durain puffs!! YUMMY!! WEE~! I'm so excited about Friday though. HAHA! =P
She was offering to buy drinks, but I thought, since we going out to buy stuffs then there's no need for her to buy, and that we share the prices among we students only, so.. Ya.. Bu hao yi shi to ask her buy. Haha. =X
Secondly, I have finally gone for jogging!!! I have jogged for more than 3km I believed. From my house to Bukit Gombak Stadium and back! But I gave up halfway, even though I knew I still can go on. =x
But good workout. At least i get to sweat like a pig.
Went out yesterday for my first driving lesson after my failed test on 20th August. 3 weeks didn't drive a car, but to my amazed, I did so much better than I expected. No dying of car, no serious mistakes... Ooh well.. I hope I can do that well during my next test. And.. I have an earlier test date!! 6th Oct!! =D
yesh!! All thanks to kian yong, who told me to look for MP.
After driving went to BPP NTUC to compare the prices stated in the BBQ wholesale and see which is cheaper, to cut cost. Met up with kenny for lunch at Subway and he headed for his dentist. Met up with Han Hui and she came to my house to discuss about the BBQ list. Ooh well, glad that she came over, if not I think I would be at lost. =D
Went to PS to meet with all other Relief Teachers; Durga, Clare, kian Leong and Hui Min. They sort of bluffed me that Aston is at PS. So i headed to PS, searched for it but cannot find. Then I called, and asked.. "ARE YOU GUYS AT PS?!!" And they said no. At Cathay. -_-
Ooh well.. Went there, luckily they just gotten a place, as Aston everytime has a long queue. kinda waited for very long before Durga's meal came, around 45 mins I believed. She kept saying.. Where's my YU??!! Then like so funny. Eventually hers came and we ate tgt. =)
After that went to Ben and Jerry to have Ice Cream. Hui Min treated us all. That's so nice of her. She said, for Sept babies! LOL! Just nice me and Clare happened to be Sept babies, and kian leong happened to be Nov, same as her. =D
Durga was part of the whole plan also. Thanks Durga!! =D
Went back to Lot1 to meet up with Swee Siang and watched the movie " The Proposal". Quite humourous. Enjoyed the show. =D
Went home on bus after that. Nice day. Weee~!
Haha.. 2 more days!! =DD
things get complicated sometimes
but then there will always be a way to solve.
10:42 PM
Mrs Tang asked if we could help out during holidays for coaching some weaker students in Maths. For being weak in my Maths as well, I reject that idea. I don't want to pull the students' grades down. Stress.. Haha! Very true, I can't teach upper sec Maths. Lower sec Maths is still do-able though, but I don't really remember my O level Maths. So.. Sorry.. =x
Anyway, I have planned to have my last day in school either on 18th SEPT or 24th SEPT. So people, get ready to miss me. HAHA! =P
TP letter has came, and I'm supposed to go see this Chief Officer of BBDC. I planning to go tml. But the thing is.. I not sure when will I be once again be ready for my driving. Have stopped driving since 20th August. 2 weeks for now. Not sure how am I going to be ready once again. If I managed to get another test date earlier, I hope I will pass this time. =D
Have not book the BBQ food for Friday's class gathering yet... Scary.. Mrs Tan also hasnt given me her address. Not sure how am I going to do it. Ooh well.. Let's see again. =X
I need people to acc me to buy things on friday. Anyone free??? =D
things get complicated sometimes
but then there will always be a way to solve.
4:36 PM
Anyway, my laptop keyboard spoilt. The letter "K" is not working. And.. I need the letter "K" to enter my password for my laptop, which means... I cant access.. -_-
Anyone with extra keyboard to lend me? I scared later like what my brother say, there's sth wrong with the motherboard, and in turns, will spoil my whole laptop, which he say maybe... =(
Ooh well.. I need to get some sleep now. I hope to go school tomorrow. =)
Never call me rich, cos I'm not. Never did I, and after today, I might not even be one. Hope everything will be fine and well. =)
things get complicated sometimes
but then there will always be a way to solve.
11:48 PM
Deprive the students from performing only makes the school more dull for students, more nerd will be produced, but not some students who can manage social life next time. I'm not sure how the school's culture is going to be in the next 10 years down, but I'm pretty sure that it has changed. Miss Sim has said this to me once. "I'm not sure whether is it we control too much until now, when the students are told to participate, they dont even want to move"
She told me this during the National Day celebration. The school supposed to do this "CCKSS Wave", but noone actually bother to stand up and do it. After 2 attempts by the emcees and the motivators, they gave up. I feel sad for them actually. They just sat there, thinking that it's so lame and noone bothered to move an inch. No life...
Ooh well.. Anyway, yesterday night, I baked cookies with my mother.. She's indeed a very good baker. Even though I have raised my voice at her over the cookies.. =x
But eventually, the 2nd round of cookies turned out great, with her help! =D
Gave the cookies to all my Relief Teachers and 3 other teachers, Mrs Tang, Mrs Tan and Miss Chow. =D
Hope they like it. heee...
And.. My guess is right!! GTSS = Great Teacher Swee Siang got the most presents. I believed. LOL! He even got love letter from students, I heard. Msges from students as well. Ooh.. So envy.. Haha!! =P
Tomorrow is another day that I'm gonna rot at home... Ooh gosh.. Is this good? Haha! =P
And I just cant believe Sept is here.. Sept is gonna fly very fast, I think. First, School Holiday, then my birthday!!, then I'm going China and then.. Oct = NS! OMG.. 0_0
haha.. time fly slower can? =D
haiz... i was bathing just now and suddenly thought... i just cant believed it's just next week. too fast... haiz.. =(
things get complicated sometimes
but then there will always be a way to solve.
11:55 PM
life gets complicated for me nowadays
3 more days to NS??!! OMG. That's too fast! I felt that there's alot of things left undone. Arggg.. Cant bear to think about it. I have not even pack my stuffs yet. I have no idea how to go about doing it as well. Anyway, had my last day on the 24th of SEPT in CCKSS as relief teacher. My last day was good, at least my work load wasn't that heavy. =)
Thanks everyone out there who have made my stay in CCKSS as a relief teacher a wonderful and an exciting one. Special thanks to all the relief teachers I met during my stay there, teachers who made my stay there an easy one, and not forgetting students, both good and naughty ones who add sweets and spices to my life, and also.. My C.O juniors, wonderful batch. (just some major stuffs which I totally thought need to improve on)
Ooh well, you may ask, how many presents do I get? Well, exclude the ones that I asked for, none. LOL! SERIOUS! I asked for presents from 1 sec 1, 1 sec 2 students (this teacher so thick skin one, leave then leave lah why ask presents. -_- ) LOL! I got one letter from Sangeetha (relief teacher), which she did it in the relief teacher's room while I was asleep on my last day and she thought I didn't see it. HAHA! =P
Poor thing right, this relief teacher do until like tt. But then ya, I was still glad that some students asked me for steamboat, added me on facebook etc which made me think that, well, afterall, I'm not bad! =D
Anyway, after my last day at CCKSS, I went to China with my parents for holiday for 9 days. Was fun, yet a little irritating when travelling with some freaking elders. I don't mean they look like one, but then they are just so 'action' and sort of treated the whole trip like their own, without other people joining the troop. Suggest places to go, want this want that, playing their own music disc, ask for this ask for that, saying that money is not a problem etc.. Too many to list. Hmmm.. My trip was a little too rush, sort of like go 7 places within 9 days. LOL! Winner. Haha. And i took like 2000 photos. LOL! Siao right?? I know. I just took whatever I see. LOL! 1 GB memory full, I used the next 4GB memory, but then havent full lah, if that full I think I really gone crazy le. LOL! My mother say, give u 4GB memory also not enough lah u like tt take. WAHAHA! Very true. =P
Anyway, before my last day in CCKSS, I went dinner with my C.O juniors, Dave, Libin, Li Min, Wei Ting and Dave's gf, Sinyee. LOL! Went to BBP Swensen to have dinner. Ooh well. It was an enjoyable and wonderful one. Thanks alot!! They dug out alot of my deep secrets ar. Wonderful Dave. -_-
HAHA! And I realised that, I am not the most experienced one in relationships. Isn't it?? Hor Dave, Weiting, Libin.. HAHAHA! Would never be able to break your records.. Especially Dave. WAHAHAHAH!! *shit, i just exposed your secrets*
Li Min, Wei Ting, Dave, Me and Libin
Me and Dave (act short ar he)
Me and Dave
Libin and Me
Libin and Me
Wei Ting and Me
Wei Ting and Me
Li Min and Me
Me, Sinyee, Dave, Li Min, Libin, Wei Ting
Libin, Me, Li Min, Wei Ting, Dave and Sinyee
Libin, Me, Li Min, Wei Ting, Dave and Sinyee
Me, Li Min, Libin, Dave, Sinyee, Wei Ting
Me, Li Min, Libin, Dave, Sinyee, Wei Ting
Blurred one. ME, Libin, Dave, Li Min, Sinyee, Wei Ting
Me, Li Min, Libin, Dave, Sinyee, Wei Ting
Sinyee, Dave, Wei Ting, Me, Li Min, Libin
Sinyee, Dave, Wei Ting, Me, Li Min, Libin
Sinyee, Dave, Wei Ting, Me, Li Min, Libin
Will try to upload the China photos (SOME), but then I think I'm a little too lazy to do so now. Too many photos liao. LOL! Hmmmm... I miss those times in secondary school... =(
I DONT WANT TO GO NS. HAHAHA! Too bad, still must go. Zzzzz...
things get complicated sometimes
but then there will always be a way to solve.
10:32 PM
will u make mine better?
Saturday, September 19, 2009
life gets complicated for me nowadays
Anyway, I realised that I might have been too close and nice to some of the students until they tend not to listen and understand the intention I'm driving at. Especially yesterday, pretty disappointed with one of the classes. They are taking O levels this year, yet, they are still not feeling the stress. They don't even know how many days left to their O Level exams. Went into that class, after swopping with Kian Leong, partly cos' I'm closer to them, and also, it's biology lesson, which I am able to help with. Asked them to do their TYS 2007, but none done, or rather, only 3 people do but they didn't last throughout the lesson, stopped 30 mins after they've started. The rest, simply talked, slept, listened to music. Went a little fierce to them and asked them to take out TYS or start doing the revision worksheets that were distributed, they started asking me this.
"Cher, why you so fierce today?"
I told them in their face this.
"Because I care for you. Do you know how much time you left for O levels? You dont get nervous I get nervous for you you know?"
After saying, I left them and sat at my teacher's table, disappointed, angry, yet, when I thought through it, I felt dumb. Why should I care for them so much? But then again, they are my students, my juniors, why not? Then again, I were to be partly blamed for being too close with them. After lesson ended, I just left the class, with some people already out of the class. That group that were closer with me said bye to me, but i pretended not hearing it. Went back to staff room, cooled down, and yeah, thought that it's nothing much. 34 days to O Levels for them though, but noone feel nervous nor scared yet. Seeing other classes who are taking their O Levels this year, everyone is starting to feel the stress and do their work as being told. Not sure what was the class thinking then.
Ooh well.. I'm not sure.. Anyway, this coming Thursday will be my last day being a relief teacher at CCKSS. Hope students who know me will remember me. HAHA! =P
Went back to C.O yesterday, taught Zhonghu Feng Yong Qian Jing. Was great, and played with the orchestra for that song and realised, I can totally hear what I played. Either I played too loudly, or was that the string section didn't know how to play then. =X
I think was both. I simply played too loudly, as I wanted to show the 3 juniors how it's being played, yet helping Mr Lee in coaching. =x
Wahahah!! Mr Lee also smiled at me after that. =DD
Anyway, they had meeting about C.O camp after C.O. And they asked me in for meeting. -_-
Told them some of the ideas that I have from planning C.O camps in NPCO, and how about to organise one. But didn't help alot, cos' I dont want them to rely on everything I say. However, the meeting took the whole 3 hours to finish, not until I said release them off cos' it's late! 8pm and they are still in school meeting. -_-
Ooh well.. I hoped I can change my Wednesday Driving practice to another time. Cos' it will be the last time I visit c.o, at least for this year. Will call my instructor tomorrow. =P
Now my schedule seemed to be very packed. I suddenly feel I cant breathe at all. Too many things happening around me. I just need some time off, some quiet times myself. Sorry if I happened to reject any event. Too tired.... Mentally tired...
Anyway, share with you something which I felt very true in real life. Got this from my cousin who emailed me. Enjoy...
USED Vs. LOVED
While a man was polishing his new car, his 4 yr old son picked up stoneand scratched lines on the side of the car.In anger, the man took the child's hand and hit it many times; notrealizing he was using a wrench. At the hospital,the child lost all his fingers due to multiple fractures. When the childsaw his father with painful eyes he asked,'Dad when will my fingers grow back?' The man was so hurt and speechless;he went back to his car and kicked it alot of times. Devastated by his own actions.......sitting in front of thatcar he looked at the scratches; the childhad written 'LOVE YOU DAD'.
The next day that man committed suicide. . . Anger and Love have nolimits; choose the latter to have a beautiful,lovely life.....
Things are to be used and people are to be loved, But the problem intoday's world is that, People are used andthings are loved...During this year, let's be careful to keep thisthought in mind: Things are to be used, butPeople are to be loved ... Be yourself......This is the only day we HAVE.Have a nice day and Best regards
Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they becomeactions. Watch your actions; they becomehabits. Watch your habits they become character; Watch your character; itbecomes your destiny. I'm glad a friendforwarded this to me as a reminder. I hope you are having a wonderful day!
things get complicated sometimes
but then there will always be a way to solve.
8:08 PM
will u make mine better?
Thursday, September 10, 2009
life gets complicated for me nowadays
'Short' summary of my teenage life here.. =)
IT all happened when I was in Sec 1. *that's obvious*
Sec 1 was pretty much of c.o and staying back late in school. First part of the sec 1 was me going home straight almost every day, buying bread as my lunch at the mama shop in Limbang and go home. After that, I started to stay back after Mr Narain sort of told us abot the filming of the Romero and Juilet Meets Frankenstine. Nice production, and realised how hard was it to film something into a good piece of work. *But i somehow misplace it.* =(
Then continue to stay back with my new friends, Mariam, Zulydia, Zuraida, Khairi, Izhar, Farhana. =)
After that, joined this Life Science Club, where we are supposed to take care of the animals there in the Life Science Lab. Joined with Chin Chian, Wan Sin. Izhar was the chairperson of the club. Remembered alot of the animals. We had numerous hamsters, one rooster, one rabbit, 2 quails, 1 turtle, numerous chicks, one hen. Like a small farm isnt it? But that kind of life didnt really last. Quarrelled with Izhar and made 3 of us got pissed with him for his doings. Ooh well, his gang (wan jun and part of delia), even wrote letter to us to 'test' how clever we were. Bullshit. LOL. But anyway, left the club and didnt really bother to go back because we sort of didn't want to go and be thick skin. Haha. Sounds drama right? Ooh well..
C.O days then was pretty much of a very pleasent memory. We had CCAs on Friday and Saturday then. And Friday was sectional practice. Was pretty afraid of sectional practices because Zhen Jing Wen very fierce. =x
He asked me to play bunjee jump when i have the time. LOL! Sat was combine practice, but then sec 1 i dont quite remember i had any combine practices. So went for sectional. And everytime after Sat's practice, we will go to somewhere to have our lunch. Where??? LONG JOHN SILVERS!! =D
Then we would go to someone's house to practise our erhu after lunch. Either Han Hui's house, Chin Chian's house, Hwee Yim's house or my house. =D
LOVE THOSE TIMES! We so hardworking can? heeee..
First birthday, I still remember 2 of my presents.. 2 groups of people actually gave me same stuffs. Haha! A piggy bank with a shape of shit, with a face that's attached to the body with a spring. Can imagine it? Haha! One bigger piggy bank and one smaller one. =)
Sec 2 was a normal year, but happy year. =)
One of the years that I wish it would just stop there. I have my best friend, good friends with me always. =)
Too many happy memories until I dont know where to start.. =D
C.O times was very good as well. I remembered i got 'promoted' to Zhonghu in the end of sec 1. And sec 2 was the time where I actually joined the combine practice with dinghui (my direct senior) =)
Zheng Lao Shi was there at my first combine practise also, but i didnt dare to play loud cos' I scared I play it wrongly and he can hear. =x
Then Lao Shi came over and said, u play louder leh. Then i.. "oorh" then play a little louder only HAHA! =x
I still remembered the first time we played at Chinese Garden. I smoked like all my way through all the songs. HAHA! =x
Sec 3 was also one of the years that I wished time will stop there. I have my best friend, good friends and my then girlfriend (which i wasnt a good boyfriend then also.=( Regretted.). Everything went very well and happy for me. =D
Studies was okay, except for maths and Amaths. I fail almost everytime. Sadden... =(
But Biology was great for me. Top in class and obviously level, cos' there's only 1 class taking bio. HAHA!! =P
C.O was great too. Was the sectional leader for erhu group, together with Chin Chian. Han Hui became the Librarian while Hwee Yim became the Chairman, Jiunn Yuan became the Vice Chairman, Chrispin became the Librarian too. Everything went so smoothly then. Everyone was happy, at least in c.o. It made us feel like going C.O everytime. But I remembered one incident where we all whole committee didnt go for c.o. Madam Jiang caught one of us loitering around in school and asked him to call everyone of us down. Got a trashed down at the foyer, near the staircase. That incident was really sth which i think everyone there won't forget. =X
Alot of events for C.O. C.O night was one fanastic one, school's annual fun fair was another one also. But that event made us lost money, because we cannot get back our own capital where all the money went to the school. CHEATER!! =(
But anyway, C.O was really very fun then. =D
And up till then before c.o changed to wed and friday, everytime after c.o we will go and have our lunch at Long John Silvers. HAHA! So we practically see the changes of LJS. =D
Sec 4 was one of the year which had drastic changes in my years of secondary school. Sec 4 first part was okay, with the usual great people around me. Then in the later part of sec 4, things started to changed very much. It all started with the teacher's day performance. Suddenly the whole class sort of 'spilted' into 2 different gangs. My best friend was pulled to join the other gang. Sounded drama right? Ya, a little though, but it was all not in obvious mode. Ooh well.. I didnt really enjoy my sec 4 last part, partly because of this, and that because of O Levels. Total drained me out. Doing TYS was part of daily work and I did until tears just flowed down. YES, broked down. Ooh well.. I believed everyone did feel stress then. O Levels seemed to determine alot of things then.
C.O then was great! Sec 4 we were supposed to step down after SYF, so did we. I remembered the times where we had night practices and we seriously practised very hard, but everyone was happy. I remembered going to the NEW block while c.o moved out to the carpark pouch and had combined practice there. The clearness and loudness of the whole orchestra was actually loud. We even had people standing opposite of the school and listen us play, and after that, applaude! We were so delighted then. =)
SYF we got Silver then, a continuation of the first Silver we got during Sec 2. And until now, C.O has never let us down, by getting at least a Silver, or rather, they maintained it, as they havent manage to get Gold before. =x
After Secondary school, I remembered I went for work at Sheng Siong, with Wilson. Being a cashier there was fun, yet stress when I didnt manage to get a balance account after my work everyday. I remembered like I only managed to get a few times balance account during my 4 months stay there. HAHA! =x
O Level results came out the following year and yes, I was happy for my results. L1R5 got 17 points, L1R4 got 14 points. =D
It's the same year where I broked off with my then girlfriend. And it was also the year where I got into NP Banking and Financial Services.
Poly Year 1 was a blurr year for me. I entered BFS course not knowing anyone. And everyone that I know from orientation wasn't in my class. So it sort of making me a loner. But not long later where my LAMERZ clique came into my life. They include Larry, Samantha, Hakim, Fadhli, Ling Min, Yingzi and Russell. =D
The main thing in Year 1 was that I went to Cambodia for community service. I totally never regret going there. It's totally awesome, I love the people there, the place there and the people who went there with me. =D
Until now, I still keep in touch with my Cambodia friends. Isn't it just so good? =)
C.O then was on and off. Meaning I didnt really go to C.O until the second half of year 1. LOL! Cos everytime me and Hwee Yim will like msg each other asking if we going for c.o on that day or not. If one not going then the other wont go. HAHA! =X
Only until Guan Mo Hui, then i started going. But not every practice I went also. Haha. And.. I didnt even go for the AGM! =X
I was on the way home actually when Zhi Zhong called me asking where am I. HAHA. =x
And the thing is.. I got elected to become the committee just like tt. -_-
Another thing.. When I was called back for closed door meeting, to appoint which post we were are to take, I eventually became the PRESIDENT. Laughing stock. A person who never go to C.O as many times as the others became a president of c.o. LOL! =x
Poly Year 2 was a busy year for me. I didnt do well for my studies then. And I dont remember how I actually spent my Year 2 except for in C.O. If you were my friends having lunch with me everytime you will know why. I will everytime go to SDAR during my lunch break, leaving them. HAHA! I think i didnt do well in my studies also partly because of C.O. =X
C.O was very very very busy after since I took up the position as President. Alot of things to be done. 5 camps in a row, 3 outside performance and one Public Performance. Not forgetting the mini events like Guan Mo Hui and other celebrations that we had in school. And seriously, I didnt miss any C.O practices then. I'm a good president!! HAHA!! OMG SO thick skin. LOL! =P
Poly Year 3 was a good year for me. I did better for my 5th sem, because I know I cannot fool around anymore. And I got into the 6months attachment with RBS, which in the end I extended for another 2 more months. Very happy while working there. Learnt seriously alot of things. =D
Was happy that my attachment got 4 points!! =D
C.O for me in Year 3 was so so.. Didn't really go back and bother the things in NPCO. Only remember my PP in 2008, which was end of Year 2. That one seriously made me realised how much I can do. =)
A good performance then. heeee...
I graduated my Poly in 2009 which is this year. Other than working and working and working, going Taiwan for holidays, it's still working. HAHA! Ooh well.. I also went to SPCO to help out in May 2009. Which i really enjoyed. Yeah. =D
Ooh well.. Now i'm working as relief teacher, as you all know. And it's still working. HAHA!
To the end of my teenage life, I would like to thank everyone who appeared in my life during these 7 years. Really appreciate it alot. Really hope everyone that I knew will continue to stay within my life. Thanks! =D
And I would also like to say sorry to anyone whom I have broken their hearts before, did mistakes that angered them for many reasons etc.... Sorry...
And advance so long to my teenage, I'm going in a year of confused state (like what Durga said), as it's not called Teenage nor Adult. HAHA! Ooh well, I hope I dont get confused this year. =)
I have blogged this post for 6 hours. OMG. HAHA! This marks the end of my teenage life. =)
things get complicated sometimes
but then there will always be a way to solve.
2:50 PM
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Wednesday, September 09, 2009
life gets complicated for me nowadays
Ooh well.. Today great accomplishments.. Firstly, I finally finished ordering my BBQ food, which also means, price is settled. Each person is to pay $14. I hope the food is enough for everyone ba. If not like what Yang has said, order Canadian Pizza if really not enough food. HAHA. =x
And Mrs Tan just msg me saying she will be getting durain puffs!! YUMMY!! WEE~! I'm so excited about Friday though. HAHA! =P
She was offering to buy drinks, but I thought, since we going out to buy stuffs then there's no need for her to buy, and that we share the prices among we students only, so.. Ya.. Bu hao yi shi to ask her buy. Haha. =X
Secondly, I have finally gone for jogging!!! I have jogged for more than 3km I believed. From my house to Bukit Gombak Stadium and back! But I gave up halfway, even though I knew I still can go on. =x
But good workout. At least i get to sweat like a pig.
Went out yesterday for my first driving lesson after my failed test on 20th August. 3 weeks didn't drive a car, but to my amazed, I did so much better than I expected. No dying of car, no serious mistakes... Ooh well.. I hope I can do that well during my next test. And.. I have an earlier test date!! 6th Oct!! =D
yesh!! All thanks to kian yong, who told me to look for MP.
After driving went to BPP NTUC to compare the prices stated in the BBQ wholesale and see which is cheaper, to cut cost. Met up with kenny for lunch at Subway and he headed for his dentist. Met up with Han Hui and she came to my house to discuss about the BBQ list. Ooh well, glad that she came over, if not I think I would be at lost. =D
Went to PS to meet with all other Relief Teachers; Durga, Clare, kian Leong and Hui Min. They sort of bluffed me that Aston is at PS. So i headed to PS, searched for it but cannot find. Then I called, and asked.. "ARE YOU GUYS AT PS?!!" And they said no. At Cathay. -_-
Ooh well.. Went there, luckily they just gotten a place, as Aston everytime has a long queue. kinda waited for very long before Durga's meal came, around 45 mins I believed. She kept saying.. Where's my YU??!! Then like so funny. Eventually hers came and we ate tgt. =)
After that went to Ben and Jerry to have Ice Cream. Hui Min treated us all. That's so nice of her. She said, for Sept babies! LOL! Just nice me and Clare happened to be Sept babies, and kian leong happened to be Nov, same as her. =D
Durga was part of the whole plan also. Thanks Durga!! =D
Went back to Lot1 to meet up with Swee Siang and watched the movie " The Proposal". Quite humourous. Enjoyed the show. =D
Went home on bus after that. Nice day. Weee~!
Haha.. 2 more days!! =DD
things get complicated sometimes
but then there will always be a way to solve.
10:42 PM
will u make mine better?
Sunday, September 06, 2009
life gets complicated for me nowadays
Mrs Tang asked if we could help out during holidays for coaching some weaker students in Maths. For being weak in my Maths as well, I reject that idea. I don't want to pull the students' grades down. Stress.. Haha! Very true, I can't teach upper sec Maths. Lower sec Maths is still do-able though, but I don't really remember my O level Maths. So.. Sorry.. =x
Anyway, I have planned to have my last day in school either on 18th SEPT or 24th SEPT. So people, get ready to miss me. HAHA! =P
TP letter has came, and I'm supposed to go see this Chief Officer of BBDC. I planning to go tml. But the thing is.. I not sure when will I be once again be ready for my driving. Have stopped driving since 20th August. 2 weeks for now. Not sure how am I going to be ready once again. If I managed to get another test date earlier, I hope I will pass this time. =D
Have not book the BBQ food for Friday's class gathering yet... Scary.. Mrs Tan also hasnt given me her address. Not sure how am I going to do it. Ooh well.. Let's see again. =X
I need people to acc me to buy things on friday. Anyone free??? =D
things get complicated sometimes
but then there will always be a way to solve.
4:36 PM
will u make mine better?
Tuesday, September 01, 2009
life gets complicated for me nowadays
Anyway, my laptop keyboard spoilt. The letter "K" is not working. And.. I need the letter "K" to enter my password for my laptop, which means... I cant access.. -_-
Anyone with extra keyboard to lend me? I scared later like what my brother say, there's sth wrong with the motherboard, and in turns, will spoil my whole laptop, which he say maybe... =(
Ooh well.. I need to get some sleep now. I hope to go school tomorrow. =)
Never call me rich, cos I'm not. Never did I, and after today, I might not even be one. Hope everything will be fine and well. =)
things get complicated sometimes
but then there will always be a way to solve.
11:48 PM
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Monday, August 31, 2009
life gets complicated for me nowadays
Deprive the students from performing only makes the school more dull for students, more nerd will be produced, but not some students who can manage social life next time. I'm not sure how the school's culture is going to be in the next 10 years down, but I'm pretty sure that it has changed. Miss Sim has said this to me once. "I'm not sure whether is it we control too much until now, when the students are told to participate, they dont even want to move"
She told me this during the National Day celebration. The school supposed to do this "CCKSS Wave", but noone actually bother to stand up and do it. After 2 attempts by the emcees and the motivators, they gave up. I feel sad for them actually. They just sat there, thinking that it's so lame and noone bothered to move an inch. No life...
Ooh well.. Anyway, yesterday night, I baked cookies with my mother.. She's indeed a very good baker. Even though I have raised my voice at her over the cookies.. =x
But eventually, the 2nd round of cookies turned out great, with her help! =D
Gave the cookies to all my Relief Teachers and 3 other teachers, Mrs Tang, Mrs Tan and Miss Chow. =D
Hope they like it. heee...
And.. My guess is right!! GTSS = Great Teacher Swee Siang got the most presents. I believed. LOL! He even got love letter from students, I heard. Msges from students as well. Ooh.. So envy.. Haha!! =P
Tomorrow is another day that I'm gonna rot at home... Ooh gosh.. Is this good? Haha! =P
And I just cant believe Sept is here.. Sept is gonna fly very fast, I think. First, School Holiday, then my birthday!!, then I'm going China and then.. Oct = NS! OMG.. 0_0
haha.. time fly slower can? =D
haiz... i was bathing just now and suddenly thought... i just cant believed it's just next week. too fast... haiz.. =(
things get complicated sometimes
but then there will always be a way to solve.
11:55 PM
will u make mine better?